Although I know, remind me

Some people confuse patience with no hurry, and it's not the same

I need you to stop loving me, at least until the next lottery drawing. Thank you

and if it not a game?

But you ignore me, I don’t doubt your existence

You're the only person who saw to me when I was invisible to the rest, so I have no choice but to love you...

Do not confuse life with existence

I must be an idiot because I'm always closing doors and leave open that lead me nowhere